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Fearfullness

2012-02-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

Face the fearful with no fear and its fearfullness disappears. -Unknown author

Are you afraid of jumping down that building ? Are you afraid of standing up to that bully ? Are you afraid of doing that because of what someone else might thik ? I'm not going to go on asking what are you afraid of, I'm not interested in knowing . But I'm gonna ask you this one question and you are going to have to give, not me, an answer . But yourself . Why are you afraid of it ?

"Face the fearful with no fear and its fearfullness disappears." I think what the author is trying to say is if you learn how to stand up to that fear, how to push it aside and face it with confidence, there is no reason for you to be afraid . No matter your answer, everyone is facing something that they are fearful of . And you are going to be afraid of something else laten life . If you aren't going to stand up to that fear now, then when are you going to ? Today .

14th book, Second chapter, 25th page of my life

2012-02-25T21:02:00.001+08:00

Sitting on a black fold able Ikea chair in the kitchen with my feet soaked in hot water after a loooooooong day .
Unlike most Saturdays', I woke up at 7am today and get ready for school trip to World War II Battlefield or something . And unlike most occasions, I was early :) Infact, I was so early I managed to get breakfast with Dinah at MacD's, yummmmmmm morning . Faii met us at the bus stop at AMK and we, with some Sec 3's we bumped into, took bus 88 to school . Once arrived, we greeted Cikgu with big cheerful smiles and boarded the bus . Long story short, the tour of World War II memorial wasn't too interesting but after that, Cikgu belanja us MacD's :D hahaha yummmmmmmmmmm noon . Chitter chatter with everyone sitting on the same table . I missed that, going out as a group and eating together, been sometime since I went out as a group with people .

Long story short again, went to Tamp to meet Ana, went to Clark Quay, meet Ayuni, took some pics at Fort Canning, took some pics at the colourful building, bought a bright colourful skirt at flea there, went to a cool air-conditioned toilet near merlion, went to Esplanade to chill and that's for the day .

Feeling exhausted :( Done soaking my feet, gonna bathe then study for common test on Monday after I do another post hehe .

This is me overcoming small obstacles that tries to drag me down

2012-02-08T10:47:00.001+08:00

It's recess and well, my friends basically left me eating alone . They left me yesterday after school, and they left me on Monday without any text or something .

So I've basically been lonely, and it hasn't been easy for a person like me since I'm so outgoing and sociable . And things hasn't been easy . I don't think it is because I'm taking things too hard, because I'm not . Just maybe is that the older you get, the tougher things will be . And I accept that fact, I have to and keep moving .

But I'm proud of myself, because I lasted one whole day without crying yesterday, after 3 days of breaking down . I'm really proud that I didn't give up because there were people, though their not close to me, there to stand by me when I needed encouragement . I'm proud, I'll keep on trying and prove people who look down on me wrong . I'll keep my head held high, and I always will .

Promise

Butterflies

2012-01-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

Drew Berrymore once said "Everyone is like a butterfly, they start out ugly and awkward and then morph into beautiful, graceful butterflies that everyone loves." I never thought that I would ever agree to this qoute . Until one day, a beautiful butterflt sat on my hand . I took one look at it and wondered if I will ever become anything like it .

I thought about it and realised how butterflies are linked to our personal lives . They struggle before spreading out their wings . So do we, but most of the time we neglect that saying . Unlike butterflies, we have a choice on whether to fly or not . In order to fly, we have to work hard to achieve what we want . Unfortunately, most people in our generation give up easy and don't bother to pick themselves up and try again . And those who actually want to fly usually don't put it enough effort or just simply have it in their mindset that it is too late for them . That's where they are wrong ! It is NEVER too late to do the right thing . In this case, the right thing is to doing something that will benefit not others, but themselves !

In my point of view, the reason a butterfly is beautiful is because of what it consumes - flowers . I'm not at all saying that in order for us, humans, to be beautiful in the inside, we have to eat flowers . I'm saying that in order for us to be truly beautiful, we have to start thinking positive ! We have LEARN how to wake up every morning with a smile on our faces . If today didn't turn out so well, then tomorrow is another day . If you feel like giving up, then think about it, what's the point of you holding on all this while ? If that person tries to make you feel bad about yourself, then don't ever let that person bring you down ! That way we will all start staying true to ourselves won't we ?

I'm sure you've all realised how every butterfly owns a different wing pattern, never the same . Well it goes for us humans too, non of us are the same person . You cannot be who you want to be because there is only 1 person you can be, you can be YOU . Why waste you ? Don't .

xoxo

Reading is awesome .

2011-12-27T01:24:00.003+08:00

I LOVE reading ! I prefer reading from books to reading online, but lately I've been reading through my iPhone from an app called WattPad . It's awesome <3333
I started reading from WattPad since early November, recommended by Faii . And so far I've read 5 stories .
- Their Paid Girl
- A Rainy Summer
- Playing Evelyn
- The One That Got Away
- Nothing Left To Lose (I just finished reading this like 2 minutes ago, hehs)

I think reading helps me with my composition and literature . I realised that most of my essays ends with someone being dead :/ my friends told me that that's actually quite a risk I take, ending my essays with one of the main characters being dead . But I don't seem to have a problem with it .. I actually end my story more smoothly that way . Someone being dead+A quote I got from somewhere, hehs . I hope it's not the same teacher who marks all my exam compo's ! He/She might think I'm some violent girl who thinks so negatively of other's life .

Hm, excited for Xmas dinner !! Xoxo for now ;)

Well it's raining ..

2011-11-30T19:23:00.005+08:00

Has been raining for the past few days . Kind of expect it since we don't have snow here, so we have rain ~

Some people prefer it warm, while others prefer it cold . Me ? Hm, I'm not sure myself .. The sun is always shining here, so dark rainy days usually makes me happy and excited . You can almost never see me get wet in the rain, I always have an umbrella in my bag wherever I go ! Let's just say I dot like to get wet :)

I don't really complain when it rains, cause I like it . Even though it might be a little troublesome for me to get from one place to the other, I'm grateful that we have rain . It makes my day <3

Start over .

2011-11-29T23:41:00.001+08:00

(fancy hairstyle:))

Guess I don't blog anymore because no one else does ? But then I thought about it and realised that this blog isn't for anyone but me . Its for me to read about what I've done, how I felt and whatever else in the past . For me to smile, laugh and cry about . Neh don't think I'll cry because of sad posts, I don't really post sad posts . Probably because I liked to keep things more personal then, since there was so many people reading my blog and stalking me then :( haha no joke . I still prefer keeping things, almost everything, more personal and to myself though . Lets see how things'll work out .

Lets start with a proper introduction again shall we ? :)
I love my name . I am very cheerful, always smiling ! Friendly but I do bite, and I bite like vampires :D I am almost alwaysalwaysalways late . And the punishments for being late is just, sad :( I used to have long hair but I cut it short . People ask why, but a little birdy told me to reply " A change of look might add something mysterious. " Yeah, so you go figure out why I cut it yourself :p I love dancing, been dancing eversince I was 3 or 4 . Dancing=performing, so when you love performing, there's a high chance that you love to sing as well ! I sing all the time, I love singing . But too shy to post it anywhere on the internet >< I am short, and people make fun of me alot because of my height . Doesn't really bother me though, yeah cause I'm a positive thinker like that ;) Maybe, just maybe I have attitude problems, hehe . Damn girl, you do not want to see me mad .
There's alot more about me, but I guess you'll just have to find that out yourself as we go .

hugs&kisses

pick up the phone Faii

2011-10-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

EOY OVER !
Whoooooooooooo, thank god . Finally, like finally . * oprah singing *
Now, time to party :D No I don't mean it literally . So what am I gonna do ? Thinking thinking, shh I'm thinking .
I know ! I am going to come over to Faii's house which is all the way at AMK so we can watch movies together . Ohmygod why didn't I thought of that earlier ? We can go watch movies ! I have been wanting to watch One Day . Not even sure if its on or stopped showing already . But 1 problem, this girl won't pick up the phone -.-"

So here I am, rolling in my bed, staring at my chubby 5-months-old baby brother, waiting for something to happen . I'm bored already :/ Oh and my hair's short now, obviously . kay kisskiss bye ~

For you man . :)

2011-09-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

" Been crying every morning and night since you left . I know you want us to be strong, but it's kind of hard . I keep coming back to your profile, brings back so much memories . Haven't seen you in a while, and now forever . I wish I'm able to hear your jokes, to let you make me smile, to see you, to laugh with you just one last time . One last time .. But that's not even possible at all . Was at your grave, I felt nothing, cause I honestly didn't believe it was you . After we left, I finally told myself to stop lying to myself . With the other greenwoodians, we talk about all those great memories we had with you and laughed, which made it feels like nothing happened . But are we all just pretending ? Cause I am . I'm pretending to be alright when I'm actually not . Seeing your pictures, it gives me hope . I remember how you sound still . And your english accent, gags ! Hey if it was you who actually stopped the taxi before we got into an accident, then thanks alot ! Cause I felt you there .. I've been praying for you, I hope you're doing well . Better than us at least . See you soon enough :) "
Too long for me to post this at his FB page ..

Goodbye, my friend :')

2011-09-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

Everyone misses Putra, Putra Rys .
From what I heard, he was going out raya with his friends, and was catching up with them . He tripped on an obstacle and then got hit by a trailer . Doctor's put him to comma to reduce his pain, by the 4th day of his comma, he passed away . :'(
I visited him at the hospital when he was in comma but didn't go into the ICU room because we didn't came at the right timing, he was set to sleep for maybe 2 hours ? So thought I wanted to visit again on Monday, but before it was even Monday, he passed away . I cried when I heard the news .

Putra was my subject(all) classmate last year, we got along well . What kind of a person was he ? The forever cheerful type . Always making us laugh with his jokes, always smiling at everyone . Sometimes, I don't feel like his gone, I feel like his still here with his friends and family, trying to make us laugh again and looking out for us . Things feel so fake but its so real .

After visiting his grave yesterday, me, Wynn, Syasya & Hanan took a cab back to Jurong, where Putra lives . On our way there, we almost got into an accident . Our taxi almost hit a van . When everyone froze for a moment, I felt as if Putra was there . Like he was the one who stopped the taxi .. If we did got into that accident, I think I would be the one injured most since I was sitting in the front seat and the van was at my direction .

I miss him . After almost a year of not meeting him, I don't have the chance anymore . We'll just meet at the afterlife I hope .. :) I've been crying hard, I miss him alot . But he doesn't want to look down from heaven and see us here all sad and cry, so I'm gonna cheer up . :) All there's left now is to pray for him and memories for us . Putra may not be with us, but he's forever safe in our hearts .

Hey ya'll, cherish your friends now . You never know when they are gonna leave you, forever . You'll never know ..

R.I.P dude, hope to see you soon enough :)

Eid Mubarak :)

2011-08-30T16:15:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL THE MUSLIMS :)

After fasting for a month, muslims will finally get to celebrate during hari raya . In this glorious day, muslims will go visiting and apologise to one another . Hari Raya lasts for a month, pretty long huh ? :) Like chinese new year too, kids will get our " duit raya ", in english " raya money " or something like that . Usually, I will collect more than at $100 just on the first day ! The total amount of " duit raya " you get depends on how many relatives you visit . I usually only visit 3 houses, but because of the number of relatives that visit one house at the same time, I get to collect alot of money :) hehe .

So, you must be wonderind, what am I going to do with my money ?! Save half or 3/4 of the first day amount & speeeeeend the rest, hehe ^^ But next week, my family might be going to Universal Studios again, so we might as well pay for the entry using our " duit raya " :)

Remember 2 years back, when there was the MacDonalds Monopoly thingy ? Yeah . I spent most of my money buying MacDonalds after school, trying to win something . But all I get was free fries, apple pie and other small giveaway :( What a waste . Learn from my mistakes and be smart ;)

Those innocent past

2011-08-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

What was childhood like for you ?

Childhood, something almost impossible for me to forget . I can remember conversations from 9 years ago .

Dancing has been a big part of my childhood, I've been dancing since forever . I remember my first performance, during kindergarten . I would always be positioned by my teachers in the front though, even though my dancing wasn't as well as my kindergarten's bestfriend's, Mariah . But still, front row was good enough for me . Me & Mariah got into the same primary school, Haig Girls . We stayed bestfriends, & still are . She begged me to join Indian Dance when we were P1 . & who knew, I actually performed for the school's National Day celebration and SYF (we got gold-of-honour that year) . Besides Indian Dance, I was also in ballet . I'm not going to lie, I enjoy ballet even though some people laugh and think all your suppose to do is twirl in circles . I quit Indian Dance when I was in P3, I felt as if I was bullied by someone who I looked up to . And transferred to another primary school in P4 . I stopped dancing from then, but I kept my ballet shoes and continue doing what I learnt at home . I wish I hadn't quit dancing, but I'm back after 3 years now . I hope I'm still as good .

Friends, what will your world be like without friends ?
My world would be hell, I can never be lonely, I ain't no lonely person . I don't wish there were more people who understand and cherish me in their hearts, cause then I wouldn't know who actually cares . I have childhood friends which I'm still in contact with now and we still meet up maybe once a year ? Like Catherine, Camille, Mariah and a list of them . Its just so hard for me to not remember our greatest memories and the nicest things they did for me when we were younger . When my parents were working during my 8th Birthday, Catherine & Mariah came over to celebrate with me . When my pet turtle passed, they came to accompany me to bury her at the playground and drew pictures to cheer me up ( I still have them in a special box ) . All those times, how can they be forgotten ?

But things are different now, I know . Nothing stays gold forever . I just keep everything in my heart and bring these memories along everywhere I go because my childhood is more interesting than how you think it is . I can't even blog about it . How fast time flies ..

School again next week :(

2011-06-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

I received nothing but questions not " specially asked for me to answer " from Formspring , might as well delete it yeah ?
Schools up next week ! No more thinking-free head , back to all the no fun studying . If only any scientist or maybe even an ordinary person could come up with a fun way of studying , most students would pass their examinations easily :) Hmm , so new bag , new pen , new file , new results ? :DD But seriously , I reallyreallyreally want to pass this upcoming term ! Might even come up with a study time-table :D Woaah , that is so not me :/ But I'm desperate to pass ! ^^ Means work harder ..

Chalet went great ! The food was all so awesome ! I think I gain maybe 1kg or even 2 0.0 Will eventually lose them so , whatever :) I feel like eating a cake , do you feel like eating a cake ? Well I do . Who .. wants .. to .. buy .. me .. a .. cake ?!?! * squeksqeuk * Okay nevermind , goodnight :)

Bugis,Johor,Rest!

2011-06-16T04:51:00.000+08:00

Is it raining ? o.O According to my laptop's time , its 5.40am but its an hour early so its actually 4.40am :)
So late and I'm still not asleep yet ! Went out to Bugis with Sally just now & bought clothes of course . Used recycling bag , go green and save the Earth ! ^^ Afterwards we went to eat rojak at the hawker center behind Bugis Street and Sally demanded for extra chilli :( Damn , it was so duper spicy and when I begged Sally to buy me a drink she won't . Then I started crying , I don't know whether because its was too spicy or everything was just so funny .. But either way , the rojak tasted awesome , its like the very best rojak ! :D

Walked all the way to grandma's place to take a trolley and then off to my mum's office . WalkWalk ~ Not that far anyway . Then where did we go ? JOHOR :D To get stuff for chalet this Saturday . Oh & yeah , I am at the chalet already :) Checked-in yesterday & got bitten by bed bugs last night :( That sucked , really . & it would still be itching if I hadn't put oil on it :@ Got electrified suddenly just now and blisters on my tight thanks to wearing skirt and forgetting to wear short shorts inside , how smart ? -.-" Badluck, erghh :P

Off tomorrow :)

2011-06-13T20:54:00.001+08:00

Whoo, just got back from camp 3 days ago & leaving tomorrow . Yeah huh , chaleeeeeet for a weeeeek :D
Went fishing alot these past few weeks , so we're gonna BBQ all the fishies we caught on Saturday night . The night of the BBQ & also celebration of my siblings birthday since theirs is next month . Imagine all the food , yummmm !

My groupmates and I haven't even flimed one video , but I think we're on the right track ! Well at least I hope .. Elson just shuts up his mouth every meeting & Eric will always be busy doing something else . But I'm not alone this time , I have Faii with me ! :D But I'm sure we could bring up something great if the 4 of us as a group work together .

My money's all gone from " shopping " with Alana & getting gifts for my siblings . Oh talk bout siblings , my baby brother is so cuteeee ! AHH , I WANT TO BITE HIS CHEEKS ! His always moving around when his awake and don't cry alot . SO CHUBBY LIKE HIPPOPOTAMUS ! Lalala , lets all go hug him so tight !!! Hehehe ^^ So now I'm going to leave my blog to Janice so she spill some tralala magic to it . Looking forward to my new blog design ! :D

June Hols baby ~

2011-05-31T21:34:00.001+08:00

( I don't have any better picture I think )

OH HI !

My June Hols have basically been planned out , seems like I'll be veryverybusy :(
Have to attend training at least thrice a week , meet up my groupmates a few times for literature project & blablabla whatever else . So much for holidays huh ? Well at least there's a week of chalet ! :D But I'd still training on that week , pfft . Well, I'm doing something nice this holidays :) I'm going fishing for the first time tomorrow if I'm not wrong .. Hell yeah I'm excited ! :D

Though my results didn't turned up well , I did horrible I guess . Well I guess alot , thats probably why . I have to admit , I am disappointed in myself since I really did studied , I ought to work harder . But still, I'm glad there's not a bucket of homework ! If I passed , I would have got braids , like braids you know braids . But I failed , so ... I guess just shopping with my savings it is . That's probably enough :) Shopping . Bringing my pretty pink flowery recycling bag I bought at Daiso the other time(actually just a nice bag, but its rather "recycling bag type" for me , hehe) , save plastic ! We reallyreally have to save out lovely Earth don't you think ? Come on , its where you keep all your stuff !

Completed my literature homework , that is to only read The Outsiders . Its amazing , for real . You sure have got to read it , just read it at Google or something , its real great :) I've watched the movie too , but in my opinion the book is better :) Currently watching Matilda , for the first time . I didn't know they made a movie out of the book -.-" Well at least I know now :) Matilda , nice name huh ? Matilda Matilda .. Right , so just gonna finish the movie and learn the lyrics of Begawan Solo then sing it all week probably . I've always thought it was a nice song , but I don't know why I suddenly want to sing it , oh well well ..

Movviieee:D

2011-05-24T19:35:00.001+08:00

Caught Beastly and Pirates of the Caribbean at the movies :)
They were aweeeeesomeeeeee ! ~ Can't wait for Breaking Dawn and Monte Carlo to be released in the cinemas :D
Though I've only watched the first Pirates of the Caribbean ( or so I thought :/ ) and I didn't remember a thing, I really enjoyed this one ! :)

3 more school days till the holidaaaaaays :D xoxo.

SchoolClass

2011-05-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

* yawns * Ahhh , tiredtired !
Was trying to design class t-shirt for 1E3 just now .. So far I've helped design 2 ! I really like the second one and I think its really nice & definately unique ! But it seems like not alot of people wants to actually use it for out class t-shirt -.-" Wasted my effort , it was so hard designing them . Why won't everyone just like come up with a design , its not fair if only some people does it , then everyone uses it -.-" Stupid crap . :((

Oh & that picture , it was taken at Sentosa ! ~ Was very last minute for me though , I still had fun :D Got it from Tracy's album :)) Haven't really been in class . But since exams just end , I don't think I'm missing out because teachers are probably just going through papers . Also had captain's ball just now , won first match but not second match :( But thats okay , we tried out best :))

* yawns * ( again -.-" ) Gonna have to wake up early tml since I'm gonna be prawning . So till here :)

Let's all save ! :)

2011-05-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

I liked that hat ! Notice the past tense ;) Not that I don't like it anymore , I think I still do , but I didn't buy it (or at least my mum didn't let me buy it) because I'm never gonna use it . You can get that from the $2 wonderlaaaand ~ Yupp , I'm talking bout Daiso !
Went to their SSC outlet with family on Monday . Then went to Jurong Point on Tuesday . We were hoping to find a pramp (not sure how its spelled :/) for the baby . His name is Hatta :) But unfortunately , my mum didn't find any of them interesting . So , yeaah :((

HEY ! Who's gonna save money for June holiday ? ME ! :D Sort of last minute plan dontcha think ? Hehehe ^^ My goal is to save $150 so I can go shopping with whoever at whereever on the June holidays :DD My mum said if I saved $150(which is very unexpected of me to actually do so) , she's gonna give me $50 ! MUAHAHAHA ! Okay , I want to AT LEAST save $100 . I reallyreally want to go out and shop where I'm actually using my own money ! So yeah , I've saved $30 so far and I've yet to achieve my goal , but I'm gonna do it I'm sure . I've even downloaded an app on my iPhone so I know how much I've saved so far , hehe :)

Hatta said : " I'm too cool for ya'll :P "
Hahaha . Okay, goodnight :D

My lil baby brother :)

2011-05-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeee ~ hi.
Well as you can see on my Facebook profile , my mum just gave birth so say howdy to my baby brother :)

SO CUTE RGHT , I KNOW ! Hehehehe :)

You can now congratulate me for being a sister of 3 irattating+cute+annoying+kind+evil+obidient+stubborn+nice brothers ~
Ended school at 9.05am but had to take my Malay Listening Comprehension till bout 10am . And I was in the bus to KKH at about 10.30am , so I probably reached here at 11am :) & oh yes I'm still here ~

My mum was in labour for about 12hours ( IKR !! ) and she gave birth at 12.17pm :) While she was giving birth I was upstairs at her ward , sitting infront of the empty bed .. Waiting ..

Uh-huh , camwhored . HEHE :D
& so finally my mum went up ~ All alright , all fine :)
You know , when I kissed him ( Haven't come up with a name yet ) , HE SMILED . So cute !!
Maths for exam today :( D&T for tomorrow ;) Ending my exam at 8.50am , hahaha , so eaaaarly , yay :DD
Gtg , lotsa visitors ! ;)
All the best for whatever exams you have tomorrow , 3 days after tomorrow and for the rest of your exams ;D

The Royla Wedding of Prince William & Princess Kate ~

2011-05-02T18:48:00.000+08:00

Mm-hmm , I watched it Live on Channel 5 !

The wedding was veeeeery draaaaaaaaaaaaagyy don’t ya think ?

& Kate’s dress was very lovely I agree . But if I were going to marry a prince & be a princess ( oh god , that would be awesome !! ) , I wouldn’t have picked that dress . I find it very , simple :/ If I were to be a princess , I’d pick a dress that would make the crowd go “ WOW “ . Not just “WOW“ , more like “WOWthatdressissoverynicebutnotooextravaganza!”

A-huh , that would do it :D That’s also one of Kate’s choices ! But she didn’t picked it -.-“ Well at least Valentino can save that for me :D Hahaha , I don’t think I’d be able to even afford that ~

Oh & whatever happened to Prince William’s hair ? Talk bout Prince William , I think Prince Harry is cute ! J Yeah I know you think so too :P & I still don’t know if her name is Kate or Catherine .. Oh well , lets just take it as Kate . Goodluck with being a princess, Princess Kate ! ~

My Saturday .

2011-04-24T01:34:00.001+08:00

( Here , a picture of a cupcake for ya . Its down my tummy now, hehe. )

Head under water and you tell me to breathe easily for awhile . Breathing gets harder , even I know that .

Heads under water , I almost drowned at Wild Wild Wet's tsunami -.-" But overall , the trip there was fun :) Had a great time :D Rushed down to our chalet after swimming and bathed ~ I'm glad I had a great shampoo ! Then , got ready to , go out ? Well actually we were just heading to downtown , hehehe . Wore a dress today ~

Had lunch at the place near Arnanda Country Club . The food there was delicious !! Yumyum :) After lunch , late lunch that is , Mum & youngest brother went to Expo for baby fair or something ? Well , they went shopping for baby stuff :) & they bought a baby backpack , ITS SO CUTE !! ITS SO FREAKING SMALL , ITS LIKE THE SIZE OF MY HANDS ! I wonder what could fit in there ... Oh where was I ? Oh yes , since they went to Expo , my other brother , Sally , my wonderful lovely maid and I went to the roller coaster thingy at Ehub level 3 , it was so fun :) Afterwards , we headed to the bowling alley but I don't know , lots of people were on the waiting list or something .

Soooo , went back to the chalet , go back to eHub, bought cute small little mini cupcakes , Ayuni & Amii came , walked to Pasir Ris Park wanted to rent bike but store was closed , u-turn back , went to bowling alley , decided to just be on the waiting list , got called out , yay we can bowl now , bowled , I won :D ( yes I bowled with a dress ) , returned shoes , go back to chalet , Mum already came back , went to Burger King with youngest brother to buy dinner for my Dad , got back to chalet , watched ghost story at Channel 5 awhile , advertisement so I had a quick shower , continued the movie ( also, Dad got back to the chalet from work ), lalala , blablabla , & taaadaaa , here I am now blogging how my day was :D
So you can see how tiring my day was huh ? :D It is very indeed .. But , still enjoyable :)

Now , brother playing my phone while I'm blogging . Sally , youngest brother and maid is sleeping , parents out to some wedding or sometime . I AM SO TIRED :( Okay I think I want to rest and watch a comedy with my brother or something , goodnight !

On my way Costa Sands !

2011-04-22T15:21:00.001+08:00

The shirt I'm wearing is so comfortable and I guess it looks good too ! :)
Brand : Esprit ~
Also wearing jaggings and slippers with my hair up in a high ponytail going sideways ~

Currently in the car on the way to Costa Sands . Finally, after 4-5 tiring weeks , another relaxing weekend with family :D what a good , good Friday ! Booked the family suite , which I've never been to before . Hmm , I wonder what it'll be like .. Oh , and silly Sally is here with us too ! Oh yeaaah :):):))) We won't be BBQ-ing though , just going out to eat and them returning to the chalet ~

Mum passed her driving test and finally got her license !! But , she's still not driving yet since her tummy is huge ! Oh man , it's humongous ! She'll give birth anyday , anytime :) so , don't you think it's dangerous for pregnant women to drive ? Hmm , well I do !

Going Wild Wild Wet tomorrow , and I forgot to packed my swimming suit -.-" oh well , I'll find a way :) I guess thats all for now , xoxo !

I'm blogging now so means I'm not in JB's concert :)

2011-04-19T21:01:00.002+08:00

YAY , while 10 000+ screaming girls is watching Justin Bieber owning the stage at Singapore Indoor Stadium , I just finished watching some dance movie and nowwatching ' Beverly Hills Chihuahua ' at home :)) Lalalala , if only I had tickets ! :/

Anyway , the dance movie was awesome ! They had ballet and street dance combined together , can you believe that ? And it turned out great ! :) Its a british film , so you know their accent , I love ! ♥

Hmm , if only I could street dance ... SO COOL ! :D & if only I had that accent ! Hehehehe :)

Blog about school ? Have to complete a diffivult Literature project by Thursday ! :( Ohh maannn :((

If I hand in on time and I'd get 10marks , pfft -.-" and so my choice is I'm going to do it now .

Yes now I say . Pfft , who am I kidding ? -.-" Okay maybe I am not kidding . I am se-ri-ous !

HugsKisses , bye :)

15/03/11

2011-03-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIII !

I've been so lazy to even update , huhu ~

Okay , CAMP was awesome .

Painted class .

Now in chalet , tml having bbq :)

Short post , I love you k bye .

adfghjkl;

2011-02-19T12:47:00.000+08:00

Heylooooooooooooo !
Hahaha , feel waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better :)
My laptop & handphone was suppose to be confiscated for 1 whole week , but yeahh :D
Made a deal with my mum , hehehe .

So camp is next week , YIPEEEEEE ! So excited :D
Camp Camp Camp Camp Camp , I love Camp . Camp ~ Lalalala , oh caaaaaaaaamp :))
& I love GLEE !
Back to camp :P I packed 2 weeks before camp for p5 camp so I was supeerrrr excited !
But I think I'm only gonna pack for camp on Monday . Hehehe :D:D:D

Oh & my mum bought new headbands for me ! I love headbands too !!

My break -.-"

2011-02-18T09:18:00.001+08:00

In class , supposingly having my " break " before next common test paper , which is science .
Man I'm starving , but I don't want to go down to the canteen .

And I was wrong , I didn't feel better in the morning . I felt the same , exactly the same :( and I felt so mad in the train !!
But KellyBaybe cheered me up :D so now when I'm mad , I'll say to myself " go die , let them sit one corner go count sheep fur " , HAHAHA . wait , it sounds funnier in Malay :/

I'm staaaaaaaarving ! How I hate school :'(
Yeah , thats right , I hate school . I hate hate hate , hate school . I only love the 1/10 part of it :/

Ahhhhhhh , I feel like so very hopeless . So let us try to HOPE feel great on Monday so I can go to my appointment at kk and give the doctor a smile :) and I'll feel awesome during camp ! Huhuhu .

I miss Chikaah Romantis and Sally soooooooo bad , ergh !! :(

" are you okay ? "

2011-02-17T23:05:00.001+08:00

I don't know what time is it , but it's obviously past my bedtime .
I'm just not feeling very " me " this days :( I feel like a different person .
I don't know why, but I suddenly don't want to talk to those I'm close to and stuff , I just don't . So if I've stopped talking and hanging out with you then I apologise . Please understand that I haven't been in the mood . I'm only " ok " with those whom I don't really hang with , I don't know why .
The last thing , the very last thing I want to happen today is anyone close say its their fault why I suddenly " changed " , when it's not . And sadly , it DID happen :(
And no one even asked why I cried after my history common test during that 20minutes wait of time to pass by and why I was suddenly so crazy, pretending as if I'm running so fast , kicking my legs at speed . And the worse , worse case . Not one person , even asked me if I'm okay . Maybe that 3 words , " are you okay ? " , might have made my day . Because in my opinion , " are you okay ? " is very meaningful . Very very meaningful indeed :(

Perhaps I'll just stay this way tonight and go back to normal by tomorrow .. Perhaps .. Perhaps ...

Hap-pi-ness.

2011-02-16T20:28:00.005+08:00

Happiness, is something everyone search for . But there are some who stop looking for it because they look up one day to discover it was right there infront of them the whole time .
Darlingz, this is absolutely true . Its okay if you haven't seem found happiness yet , cause if you realise , happiness is right infront of you . & it has been there for the whole time ;D

wheeeeeeeeeelchair ~

2011-02-16T17:49:00.001+08:00

( Intended to put a picture of me in the wheelchair but I didn't look so good so ~~cancel plan~~ :D )

Yup yup , I was on a wheelchair on Friday .

When they was sending me to the General Office and when I was at the hospital .

Nope, thank god my injury is not so serious . Oh Thank god Thank god :)
So , maybe I'll recover by next week :D Hehehe .

Oh , what happened ? I slipped down the trampoline , hahaha . Careless what :P
But I'm fine now . Nope , not using a cast . Just , ah , knee guaaaaard ~
I'll try removing it tomorrow and go for trampoline ~ Huhu , just try . Try first , try :)
Kkkkkkkkkk, watching tv now . Byebyebyebyebyebyebye :D

New Pair of Heels .

2011-02-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody ! See, this is me now !

Hahaha , not such a pretty picture . But yeah , Im at the libraryyyyyyyy ~ Waiting for my cute cute chubby chubby brother :D

Today I collected my shoes , this is how they look like . Oh and I am 100% happy with it !

Hehehe , heeels . Why I bought shoes ? Because I only have slippers :/

My other shoes are in the boxx :) Or so I thought ... Hehehehe .

& yeah , heels cause I'm short , HAHAHA . I also bought it because I fell in love with it when I saw it online & it wasn't really expensive . Just $20+ for a pair of good looking heels ;) & I paid with my own money . With the money I SAVED . I SAVED MONEY !! Hahaha -.-"

But now all my saving's gone -.-" I'll have to save up to buy a pair of Lee Coopers sneakers I saw . & yeah , its pink ;)

Ok , loved :D

Valentines ;)

2011-02-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

Valentines, Valentines, Valentines .

Today , might be a " special day " for you people who have your Valentino . But to me , its just another Monday :D

So this song is called Valentine by Kina Grannis . Its a beautiful song ~

( Actually I planned to post a Youtube Video on this song , but I don't know whats wrong with youtube now :(

So here's just the lyricssss . )

Love, it's a special day

We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

Love, I don't need those things
I don't need no ring
I don't need anything
But you with me
'Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

And it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I
I will love you

I'll love you, I'll love you

Yeah it's a good excuse to put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I
I will love you
I'll love you, I'll love you

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won't you be my honey bee?
Giving sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

Oh Oh Whoa
Be my Valentine

Mfmfmfmfmf . Mf=meganfox :)

2011-02-06T12:26:00.002+08:00

( uploaded picture through my laptop ok -.-" )
Helloz . I cannot find a way to upload pictures on blogger through iPhone . Maybe there isn't a way ... :/

I am currently watching Transformers on HBO at my grandma's place . Megan Fox is so hot . Her eyebrows are so fierce , her lips are so sexy , her nose is so sharp , her hair is so black and her eyes , those eyes , they're so very beautiful . Now who wouldn't go gaga for Megan Fox right ? :)

No one loves me yesterday and today , thats why my phone is not vibrating every now and then . I is a sad girl :( I read Janice's blog after she left a tag on my tagboard . She is so very cute !! I remember when she used to call me BigBigEye ~ and the boots she gave me ! I'm still in love with them , my god . Baby pink in colour . I still love my JL :) let me try to end this post the way Janice ends it ! Hehehe . Ok , copyrighted ah .

I like Wendy's :)

cny~

2011-02-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

HiHiHiHiHiHiHiHiHi !!
So this is mah bangs :) like it like it like it like it ?!?!
Well I love it :D No reason why I choped off my super long fringe . Just passed by a salon & decided to go for a new look so I u-turn and choped it off :)

Visit ex-Greenwoodians on Wednesday . Oh , I miss them so much :( I learnt how to skate too ! Hehehe .

& then , went to the zoo on Chinese New Year . Oh ! Late wishes , HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D

The giraffes wants to act tall cause their tall , hmpft ! :P

I LOVE THE SNAKES , hehehehe :)
Ok , got to go now . Enjoy collecting red packets , bye bye :D

School ? Friends ? Happening ? Whatever :)

2011-01-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

Heelloooo !
I just FaceTimed with my beautiful junior Afiqah ! Ohh , it was soooo fun :D
Felicia says I giggle/laugh alot , I think she's right .. Hmm .
So real funny things that happened to me today :

I was singing Just A Dream by Nelly in the shower and then the soap got into my mouth and I made a bubble when I was singing & I popped it !
I was in the train texting 4 people and my thumbs were like super fast ! Then I realise I was using a ear piece but I didn't on any song for me to listen to .

Oh no , I guess thats all ? Aww :(

Today , I was EARLY for school so I got to put my bag in class :) No , Im not always late ! Im just always ON TIME :) Then I felt so lazy to go down & go back up again . Lucky me , there was an announcement instructing us to stay in class because the Parade Square is wet :D Hehehe .

Going to school without Alana is so super boring . I don't have anyone to lip sing in the train with . I don't have anyone to complain about how tiring the stairs is . I don't have anyone to talk crap to in the bus . & I don't have anyone to speak loudly to when we're walking to school from the bus stop :( Wow, thats so many reasons . :D

Ohmygod ! Dinesh , my classmate who always stare at me & the other girls up down in class, just texted me saying HE FLUSHED A LIZARD .... HAHAHA , I know you readers are saying " Eeeeee ! " or laughing in your mind or out loud :D Cause I did both ! I laughed and ee'ed .

You know what, yesterday, for the first time in mine and Alana's life , we didn't have anything to talk to each other bout . Because we talked bout EVERYTHING already -.-" & we got so bored so we made fun of one teacher . Thats so mean ! Hahaha :D Then we got bored again . So we called Felicia which is also Felilipop & she made us have something to talk about again :D Hmm okay then , when I blog I have nothing to type about . But when I don't blog , I have so many things to talk bout -.-" Pathetic much :) Okay then , getting sleepy ! Seriously this time ! Hahaha :D

Goodnight peeps , sleep well . No nightmares okay ?

Detention :(

2011-01-21T19:58:00.001+08:00

D to the E to the T to the E to the N to the T to the I to the O to the N = DETENTION ~
Yesterday I attend detention with Alana Megan Lily White :) believe it or not , it was fun ! Hahahaha :D we chatted with Mr Alvin in dc . I don't think we're allowed to talk but yeah ! And he allowed mento leave 30 minutes early cause I wrote him a composition / letter. How nice of me :) hehehe . I had to attend dc cause I was late . Thanks to the disgusting puke in the MRT -.-"
In class now , blogging .. I am so bored right now , k bye :D

Lets a visit the doctor !

2011-01-18T11:28:00.001+08:00

Morning !
Nope , not at school . At home of course :D
Mum is bringing me to the clinic today ~
I don't really like to visit the doctor's . I prefer dentist :)
I slept at 9.30pm and woke up at 9.00am . Which means I slept for ... 11 1/2 hours ! I'm really good at sleeping ;)
Well at least I don't have to be squashed in the train today :) Alana Megan Liley White had her first recess without me ! Hahaha , how weird ..
ESTI = Energetic
Sexy
Tidy
Innovative !
Kay , the sexy and tidy part is totally not true ! -.-" going out soon , ciao chicas ;)

Trampoline ~

2011-01-18T11:19:00.001+08:00

Hi everybody :)
Yup, I'm suppose to be jumping up and down on the trampoline right now but you know why I'm not ?
Because when I was enjoying my first 50 jumps just now , I couldn't control myself and fell/fly out of the trampoline . My whole right arm banged on the wall infront of me and in landed on the cushion or whatever it is hardly .
Coach came to check on me and I almost cried but Imma strong girl so I didn't ! Hahaha :)
Yay ! Coach call me to jump !! Bye .
My arm still hurt btw :'(

New Environment :)

2011-01-10T20:05:00.001+08:00

Hai !
Like Tracy, I thought about transferring after I entered this school . But I changed my mind , its awesome here ! I love my friends :D & also because there are no vacancy at the school I wanna go to ~ Hehehe .
I had to sing/cheer holding the mic on Friday . Paisey manzxcc -.-" But I think I did good , * claps claps * !
CCA orientation was okay , fun ! Mum wants me to join Gymnastics Trampoline . & I want to take Morden Dance , hip hop actually right ? So , I'm taking both :D
Studies is okaay :) 16 topics of Mathematics to be completed by the end to the year . Oh no no no ..
Eh cool, Gary sent this to me ->
When Kesha went to Take It Off, Bruno Mars threw a Grenade which made Katy Perry a Firework . That made Usher say OMG and then he exploded too. Fortunately Taylor Swift rode away on a White Horse .Unfortunately Rihanna killed her while she was running away! So Rihanna became the Only Girl In The World. The loneliless made Rihanna idiotic making her sing, What's My Name?
Cooooooool huh ? Hahaha :D Okay , lets make things clear .
Firstly , I still hate my hair . & lastly, Mum says if I'm nice & good & behave till March , she'll book me a chalet ! At Aloha Loyang baybeh !! I LIKE IT !
Don't worry mother , I am going to be a good daughter this year :D
By the way , I get philipino alot -.-" Do I look like philiphino peeps ?
I'm hungry . I am going to go and eat my dinner now . Goodnight peeps ! Love and attend school ;)

2nd day of school :D

2011-01-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

HI !
2nd day of school was fine , just okay . Had fun :)
Oh , & I'm sure everyone agrees that speeches are boring . Well, imagine listening to more than 3 speeches in a row ! Pfft , sad thing huh .

My, okay I don't know what we're suppose to call them, so lets just call them Leaders .
My " leaders " are awesome :) Had lotsa fun doing activity even though I just participated in the cheer thingy & flag making . Hehehe . But well, I chatted with lotsa people ! I'm glad I made plenty of friends :D
After lunch, I didn't participated in any of the activities as I wasn't feeling well . So I just sit somewhere else & watch my classmates . & maybe chat a little too . Hahaha .
Hey, watching people do stuff is tiring too you know . Esp if you have to watch them in about , I don't know, an hour ? Hahaha .

Yeah, now there's prove that I used my iPhone in class on the second day of school . Shit .
Well actually I was reading my texts & I check my missed calls :) Hahaha .
Oh yeah, credits goes to Jerral for being an amazing photographer ! :D

The first thing a teacher said to me at the security post when I entered school was : WHY IS YOUR HAIR NOT DYED BLACK ?!?!?!
She scared the hell outta me -.-"
And you can see why she said that, cause my hair's still brown -.-"
But I don't wanna dye it back , its pretty :( Now isn't it ?
Hahaha :D Okay, so well . Expecting Azfar & Syasya to read this post .
BYE :D

2011-01-04T21:43:00.001+08:00

Sorry ya'll , haven't took a picture with me & my uniform yet .
School was nice :) Made lotsa friends , like I always do :D
I knew the girl sitting behind me during assembly was admiring my scorpion hairstyle , hahaha :)
Thought of a CCA to join , which is Artistic Gymnastics & Dance! Doesn't it sounds like COOL at the same time OUCH ?
Hahahaha , so yeah . Gonna work really hard in both my Education & CCA for the next 3/4 months for SOTA . Yes honey, I need good results too ! Sitting right at the front of the class cause I'm short, hehehe :) So great , cause then when I forget to bring my specs, I can still see what's written on the board :D Hehehe .
I'm register number .... 10 ! Yay :D
Well this is how I'm suppose to get up my class , 4 steps up and 1 down . Yeah, lotsa steps right :(
Anyways, All the best for school everyone !! School must be going good right ;)

Okay so , I have to go to bed cause I'm gonna have to wake up at 5.30am which is really very early ! Well for me it is :) Nights !

I'm tired of queing ..

2011-01-03T14:40:00.001+08:00

My godddd , I'm so , super duper , extremely , damn boored ! I'm queing up at CCK Bus Interchange to make the unlimited SMRT rides thingy since my school's like far far away and I have to ride busses and MRT to school -.- The queue here is like very long hor . And I'm like blogging with my awesome iPhone4 because I think there is absolutely nothing better to do ..

I'm in the line alone accompanied by my iPhone while my brothers , maid and mum sit down somewhere -.- pfft . The mats behind the person behind my is soo noisy . You're in the pulic for goodness sake , keep your voice down !! And their like complaining bout how long the queue is . Come on , there's more people behind you and you don't hear them shouting and complaining bout the queue now do you ? Erghh -.-" see now everyone's turing around and looking at you people . You should be ashame of yourselves !! Chey , speaking , hahahaha :D
Whateves , imma go call my mum and ask my brother to take over me now :)
K , bye .

New Years !

2011-01-02T00:39:00.001+08:00

Hey , I know its too late , but Happy New Year :D
Its finally 2011 <3 Amazing how time flys so fast huh ? ;)
Yeap, my fringe keeps cover my eye . Imma one eye monsteer , Raawr :P So I gotta keep putting it aside every now & then .. Maybe it'll go choppie choppie soon ;) Or I'll just let it grow out & put it behind my ear :)
Celebrated my new year at Woodlands Waterfront with family, it was funn !
I didn't read for the whole day until we reached Waterfront . So I don't know why but some time after I ate , I puked at the toilet .. Sarah was there to accompany me , Im glad she wasn't disgusted & she massaged my neck when I was puking, it helps :)

My family, my mum's uncle's family & my mum's cousin's family decided to go to JB . Bad timing man ! I was having stomach cramps even though I didn't have my period on that day . So I was like " aww ! -ing " in the car before we left . & I finally shut up when it felt better . But I had to freeze -.-" At the custom , the police officer had to go out of his " place " & go around our car to see our faces as my 2 brothers and my maid already fall asleep in the car .. Then he called my name , I gave him the " what do you want " look . Hahaha :)

We finally got into JB . Stopped at Shell as I needed to go to the toilet . When I got back , my stomach cramp felt worst as I walked ... I was like shouting & calling my mum when I was in the car & she was outside . Finally, she heard my calls . She open the side of the car door I was laying my head at & rub oil on my tummy :) Made no difference ... She told me to turn around as she wanted to rub oil on my back too . When she rubbed the oil on my back , there it goes again . I vomit a little in the car . & this smart girl saw the door of the car open so she puked & puked & puked outside the car :) & my mum was like " GOOD GIRL ! PANDAI PON ! LET IT ALL OUT !! " Hahahaha . & I fell asleep ..... When I woke up at 6am, I was still in the car otw back home :( My brother went out shopping while I was sleeping in the car :( Not fair ....Hmm ..
So yeah, thats my start of 2011 ;)
Hmm, oh ! I ate Black Eye Beans with Garlic Bread on New Years night :) Well I think thats what its called . Its a tradition to eat that in North Carolina every New Year's, my aunt said :D Yummy you know ;)

Bought like a shoe lace cover for my iPhone4 , looks awesome . I like ;)
& yes , bought a school bag . Using Silver Planet this year again , its awesome , I think the only brand I can last a year with ! Hahaha :D
I'm also finishing the book I'm currently reading , which is A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks . My new favorite author ! <3
He was the one who wrote The Last Song & Dear John too ! Yeap, few of his books is major films ;)
The next book I'm going to read is The Notebook . Uh-hu , from Nicholas Sparks too :D

2010-12-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

YAY, FINALLY THE DAY I'M GETTING MY IPHONE 4GS !!!
THATS THE WAY, UH-HUH UH-HUH, I LIKE IT :) :D ;D :P

Xmas .

2010-12-25T02:19:00.001+08:00

Yoo peeps !
I WISH YOU A MERRY XMAS, I WISH YOU A MERRY XMAS, I WISH YOU A MERRY XMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR :D
Im at Changi Beach with family/friends . Believe it or not, there are bout 12 tents around me ! That means alot of people's here ! I think its CNI family day or something . Whatever, CNI rockkksss !!!
Played a few games earlier , but then got tired , so decided to blog :)

Soooo, just incase ya'll are wondering, I got into Whitley . & this is how I feel bout going to Whitley = :) + :(
When the principle was talking crap, my mum went to the bookshop & bought my books first ! Hehehe .
She cannot be bothered to listen to craps :D & she was also the first in line !
If she waited for the principle to finish talking and go buy the books, then she'll have to line up in a long queue herself :P
When the, err, ' people ' were touring us, my mum pulled me out & bring me to the bookshop to check my size for the uniform & PE . & I was like " What if they took attendance or something ? Its not even the first day of school -.- " . Well, she ignored me . Hahaha . But when I wanted to get back to the tour, my class was right infront of me ! Hahaha, lucky lucky ;) & they were heading to the last location, HAHAHA . Yay me, no boring tour :D If anyone of you is going to Whitley too then pm me kay :D

Oh well, I think I wanna get back to the game . Xoxo loves ! Merry Xmas :D

I is movie-holic :)

2010-12-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

Yo ~

Currently at Ayu's crib .

& yaaaaaaaaay, Im not colouring my hair red & I wont look like a rockstaaaaaaar . :D

HAPPY but a little sad . Cause I wanted to look like a rockstar I think ...

Coloured my hair brown yesterday .

& I got veryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery mad when the colour didnt appear on my hair ! Yes, it didnt appear -.-" So when I was still wide awake at 1am in the morning . I stared at my hair in the mirror . Then I said ' Thats it ! Im dying it again ! ' . So I sat infront of the mirror & did my hair again . On my own :)

Well there's a little colour . At least there's colour ? Hahaha -.-" I guess my hair is just great on its own :D

Anyhow, woke up at pm today .

& the first thing I said was : " Gosh ! I need to text Pika . Where's my phone ? Where's my phone ?!?!?! "

After shower, went to Pastamania to get my late lunch with Ayuni . I ordered Beef Lasagna . Yummy !! Bought a dvd & watched it when we reached home ! :)

Last year's holiday was like the year of slacking .

This year's holiday is like the year of movie-ing -.-"

& yes, that means Im also currently watching a movie now . Hehehe .

Okay now, wanna enjoy the movie . xoxo ;)

No sour, just sweet ;)

2010-12-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

Aww, aren't they the sweetest ? I'm out of topic so lets talk bout this girls ! Don't ask me why I picked this two ladies, random choices .
Lets start with ..... KELLY !
She is a BEAUTIFUL lady, yes, she is . No dudes, she's not available :P
& of course, she is so HOT ! Err, this is not fair ! I'm so jealous -.-"
Kelly, I hate you for being so beautiful & hot ! This is not fair, not fair I say !! Okay, now I love you back :D
Hehehe :) She is such a nice person and of course an awesome friend too :) I think she brought Sexy back . Yeahh, she did ;)

Okay, PIKA now !
I swear, everytime I read her posts on my wall, I clap my hands like a small child & laugh to myself . She is the sweeeeeeeeeet ! Even though she's a year younger , she is much much, much much much more taller than me . She'll make an amazing model . & a great role model too . I know she's gonna pass her PSLE with great marks next her . She just will ;)

Enough of those girls, I'm just so jealous bcos Kelly is so beautiful/hot/sexxy & Pika is so tall/nice/smart . Grrr ! So now, its me time !!! I think I my nose got sunburn-ed ... Okay, bye .

2010-12-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

Hello !
Okay okay, so .....
Mum said I CAN dye my hair but only RED in colour -.-"
& that is Blood Red / Fire Red . Hmm, now, I know she picked red because she thinks I won't dye my lovely hair red . But so what, I'll take the risk ;)
Its a deal mummy, Imma dye my hair RED, just like how you want it !
Hmm, fire red will do ! Hahahaha . You think I'm mad ? Dont worry, Im not .
Im just daring enough to try different things ! Ordinary is boring now isnt it ?
Experience new things man, now thats me :D

But I'm sure even after this my mum will not allow me to colour my hair -.-" Err .
So then I'll cut it :D I think my hair's getting boring . Lalalalalala -.-"

USS / Sec Sch

2010-11-30T15:00:00.001+08:00

Went to USS on , err , ahh . Oh yes, FRIDAY :D
It was awesomeeeeeezxxxx !
My fav ride is ' The Revenge of The Mummy ' or something like that .
Its a roller coaster ride in the dark . Goes like this - zissssssssh zissssssssssssh zissssssssh zisssh zissh !
Rode on it bout 5-6 times ! I wanted to ride the hugeee roller coaster, but its under construction :((
Went there with Family, Cousin, Grandmother & 3 lucky friends ;)
There was this umm, Egyptian Men & Woman whom I took a picture with . The men was friendly :D The Woman was scary . She looked at me as if she wanted to KILL ME ! Ahhhhhhh -.-"

Oh & there was this ride at Jurassic Park that got me SOAKED -.-"
But it was fun :D

I definately took lotsa pictures with lotsa celebraties I shall say .
Like for example Marilyn Monroe, Betty Boop, Frankenstien & some others ...

The amount of money spent for the e entrance was definately worth it !
Now we Singaporeans don't have to go to Disneyland cause we alr got our own ;) !

I also finally made my school choices ! :D
1st : Whitley Secondary School
2nd : Regent Secondary School
3rd : Jurongville Secondary School
4th : Chestnut Drive Secondary School
5th : Jurong West Secondary School
6th : Dunearn Secondary School
I'm also taking Chinese Special Program as my third language -.-"

So, yeaah . Miss my friends lotssss ! Meet-up soon ya'll . Bye-bye now (:

Cheers ;)

2010-11-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

Guess what ?

I passed my PSLE :D ! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !

I screaamed when Mrs Soh told me I pass & got into express/na . Im soooooo happy ;)

Like mother promised , she WILL get me an iPhone 4gs :D & I am allowed to bring 3 of my friends to Universal Studios Singapore ;)

Just received a call from my beautiful aunt & she told me she will get me a Guess Watch on Wednesday :D Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay !

Im very very very very happy . My aggregate is meant to be kept private & confidential ;) Ainnkk .

Proud of all my friends who managed to make it to Secondary School , don't forget me !

Im smiling to the screen now, hehehe . Weird -.-" Okay, can't wait to enjoy Universal Studio Singapore with my 3 lucky friends I'm bringing tmr ;)

Love you guys, xoxo !

BBQ at East Coast :D !

2010-11-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

A day at East Coast was fun & I definitely enjoyed myself <3
Reaching there looking flawless with my boho headband ;) Unpack things, blah blah blah .
Well, friends didn't do a good job setting up the tent thats for sure . The tent was set up for only like an hour I guess ?
Thank god it didn't rain that day ! The weather was windy, I love it :D
Barbequed for awhile then let others take their turn to barbeque .
Fatehah & Shahirin kept asking me to join them at the beach . At first, I really didn't wanna go in the sea, but after watching them enjoying themselves at the beach, why not join them I thought . So I ran to the tent & changed into something simple ..
Swimming or shall I say playing the the sea was fuuuuuun ! Very very very very very very fun !
Took a quick shower after a sastifiying time at the sea . Oh & I must comment , the new toilet ( well to me its new ) is nice & clean ! Lets hope it stays the same ;)
Got back to the pit & ate Shazrynn's grandma's mee . It was simply delicious & spicy .
Had a nice, relaxing walk at the beach . The sand was soft & I really like feeling the sea water on my feet, hehe . Then I sat at the, umm, cycle !
When I got back from cycling I found Shazrynn & Fatin friends, good friends !
Im glad I invited both of them . I guess they never knew they we're like the same type . Hahaha .
Well for those who were there, you will realise I didn't type down some parts . Hehehe :D
* skip *
6 of us left, we got lost on our way back I guess . But it was awesome .
Rode the MRT back from Dakota . Elmindra & Putra alighted somewhere at town , Fatehah & Fatin alighted at Admiralty while Khairul & I alighted at Woodlands . Really awesome day :)
I'll never forget it, thats for sure ;)

Last Day :D

2010-11-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

To my lovers, my haters, my licious, my crazies, my lovelies & my other schoolmates .
Thank you so much for filling my primary school life with unpredictable emotions .
Honestly, I don't feel sad at all . I feel like all of us is going to the same school next year . Seriously . I was like laughing & gagging & enjoying my day . & I spent my day well .
Maybe Im feeling this way because I dare not face the fact that we're gonna leave one another & things will never be the same . Ever again . Maybe, just maybe ..
Its hard being close with alot of people sometimes, because I just can't bear to let go of the past ):
But when you gotta move on, you just gotta move on . There sure is alot of stories I can tell from the past 3 year ;)

& readers, Ive reach more than ten thousands views in less than a year . Its exciting knowing how many people actually read my blog . Hahaha . &, performance today went well :) & the make-up, omg, talk about it -.- Before I fill the entire page with ' emo ' stuff which is boring, I better STOP, like STOP typing ! Bye awesomezz ;)

:D

2010-11-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

Well, sorry for the lack of update ? Keyboard was not working well for a week or so & I cant be bothered to tolerate it -.-" Hehehehe .

Anyways, won champ in street soccer, yaaay :D
Had rehearsal today & Im gonna have rehearsal till Thursday -.-
Its not really easy hitting the high-pitched notes you know . & I get nervous everytime I hold the microphone ..
Like ' oh no, oh no . people are gonna hear me sing . ahh, err . MUMMY ! ' But I'll just yell that in my head .
Believe it or not, I have stage frights . Yes, I do -.-
& I really hope to overcome my stage fright on Thursday . So when Im performing on Friday, I'll be like ' Oh, Im gonna rock this house baby ! '
Hahaha, fake -.-"

Aww, this week is the last week of school :( That's so sad ...
Imma miss all my awesomezxx friends, pals, buddys . Well, doesn't friends, pals & buddys have the same meaning or at least in the same category ? Oh well, whatever.

Thanks for reading babes/dudes . Peace out ;)

Hi Street Soccer

2010-11-10T21:11:00.001+08:00

Hello Hello :D
Tomorrow's Girls Street Soccer Inter-House, waaaaaaaaaah !
I don't know how to play soccer .. Hehehe . I didn't last year either, just kick kick the ball & got in forth place, hahaha .
I wanna win this year ! Maybe, Hopefully, Possibly .
I realise Im actually quite girly today -.-
Okay I guess thats it :) Ohh, & I love my eyes . Hehehe ;)
Cheers :D

Thanks Mother :D

2010-11-01T21:52:00.004+08:00

I remember my mum say this to me when I was 9 : In life, we have to move on .

I didn't just remember her words, but I also remember why she said it .

She said it because I told her that I was upset that we had to move to a new house, larger then our previous house . Even at the age of 9, I had tons of friends ! I didn't want to shift into a new school :(

After hearing what she had to say, I tried to make some sense in her words . ( I was just 9 -.-" )

Then I turned 12 & we're moving again . I'm sad that we have to leave this house . Because after we moved into this house was when I start getting close to Canzyy, got much closer to friends & where I learnt more on growing up . I was even definately more upset then I was last 3 years ago . But I remembered my mum's words , it made me smile . Because now I understand that moving on is what we have to do in life . Holding back don't do any good to you . Remembering her words made me feel excited to face the challenges I'm gonna face through years later .

Its amazing how time flys without us realising it . It really is . Everyday is an experience & living your life the fullest is just a favor your doing for yourself . Trust me ;)

Genting, Im coming right up ;)

2010-10-29T18:16:00.002+08:00

Im extremely laaaaaaaaazy today -.-"

Maid tried waking me up for school but I ended up still in bed at 7am, hehehe :)
So mum said I don't have to go to school . Woke up at 10am & had my nap at 4pm till 5pm :D
Hehehehe . I must be tired ....

Mum announced that we're going to Genting Highlands during the holidays !
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, damn I just love that place :D
& Im so glad I didn't give away my furry-licious jacket I used last 2 years when I went to Genting ~
Its cheetah-like ;) Puuuuuuur !

Wanna eat spehgetti now, bye .

STICKY ~

2010-10-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello :DD
I miss my awesome friends :'( Hmm, 3 more days ...
After hearing what Syasya had to say about last Monday, Im sure Im gonna get a hell of a scolding from Mrs Soh >.< Err, I must remember to ask my mum to write a letter for her .

I am officially in love with STICKY candy ! All thanks to Canzyy & Amii for giving it to me for as my birthday :P They gave me it in the I Love You design, which looks like this .

I got it in flavor Apple Custard & weight 225g , which is alot ! But currently, Im left with 20 candy :(
Hmm, so after I finish those 20 pieces of candy, I have to learn to let go of STICKY . Which is sad :'(
Im going to buy STICKY for ______'s birthday ! Im sure she will love it ! Yummy ~
& then I'll ask her for some ! Hahaha :D

CamQueen :D

2010-10-20T21:06:00.006+08:00

Hey loves !

I joined CamQueen of the year 2010 ! Help me by voting for me okay :D

http://www.camqueenoftheyear.com/profile.php?id=1219

Its simple, just click on the " thumbs up " button below my picture once .

Its on the left hand side . Make sure the number increases okay :D

& do ask your friends to vote for me too, hehehe .

Ciao now ;)

A night I will always remember :D

2010-10-18T13:09:00.001+08:00

Ouuu Ouu, my party was on ;)
Went to Escape in the morning till noon & come to my chalet after that . Walking distance ;)
At first, my friends were shy, then not anymore . All of them ended up jumping in the pool enjoying themselves -.-"
Well I didnt swim, thats for sure . But I did got pushed in the pool, all thanks to Zack (: Thanks for bashing me, haha . After I showered, I was suppose to get dressed & put on make-up . But unfortunately, my make-up artist, Sally, was late ! My mum called me out to fetch Hanan . & since everyone was busy swimming, I had to walk to Pasir Ris MRT to fetch my awesome friend, Hanan ): & yes, I was the birthday girl . It was my day ! But I was being a good friend for that ! Ohh, thank god Sally came to my rescue . Coincidently , Sally was also at Pasir Ris MRT heading to my chalet, so she came with Hanan & I fetch them at Downtown East . Reached back to my chalet & rushed to Hair&Make-up . Ohmygod, 4 people did my make-up ! It was torture ! But I ended up look good, well I hope I did ^.^

Took lots of pictures ! Thats what I can asure you, haha . I didnt have a slice of my own cake, but I know it tasted good as I tried Shazrynn's slice . Hehehehe . I was standing on a slight hill at this one time to see how was the party going on . Everywhere I looked, I saw people laughing, eating, playing games & chatting . Hehe, some people even managed to exchange numbers ! I hope everybody had fun (: My friends went home late, most of them :D Latest at midnight . Hey, they we're just 12 ! Hahaha .

I would like to thank people who came for coming . I hope you enjoyed that night . Well I sure did :D

Ps guys, Im still not done opening presents ! My whole closet is FILLED with them . Thanks for the awesome presents too !

I love Janice ;)

2010-10-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

That adorable girl with the adorable fake diamondny glasses is my awesome JANICE <3

I got an early birthday persent ! Yipeee :D

& she gave me this giant birthday card & PINK BOOTS ;) I love them, I love them ! * HAPPY DANCE :D*

Thanks babe, you roooooooooock !

Tommorow is gonna be a busy day ! Because the next day is my birthday :D & is my chalet , huhu .

Cant wait ^.^

Oh oh, I hear Russian Roulette . Adios !

For you ~

2010-10-14T09:26:00.000+08:00

Dear ________,
I just want you to know that those memories still haunt me .
I wish I knew, but in this case, I guess I'll never .
Reading your every post kills me slowly . You truly changed from bad to worst .
I dont know if your doing any of your nonsense because of bad influence or because your stressed .
I wished I know how you feel , but its fact I dont .
I admit that I cant live without you, because you'll forever stay in my mind .
But physically, you left . You didnt stay ):
I'll always remember those awesome times you were with me .
Those times I hated you & those time I loved you .
Please be yourself , please be the person I knew you were .
I miss you♥

hehehehhehehehe ;)

2010-10-13T12:05:00.001+08:00

Heey, whats up ?

Currently in the computer lab with awesomexz 6HI ;)
Tonchet is behind me , Jordan is beside me .
Wait, now I wonder .. Why the hell am I even sitting with him ?
Lol -.-" Ohmy, Facebook Chat is really getting on my nerves . Irratating :P

So today after school, I might be going to Causeway's Cotton On to shop for what to use to my chalet .
Huhuhu >.< & then will ask Tonchet & Bonchet to help me wrap the prizes to be won for the games !
See, this is what happens when you planned for a chalet last minute, hehehehe .
Mr.S suddenly planned for 6HI to perform during the last day of school !
Okay, set ! Awesome, I wanna perform ! Hahahhahaha, Hanan play guitar ;)
Plus he can sing, thats why his my awesomexz friend * thumbs up *
TONCHET CUTE ! hehehehe .
Bye babes&dudes ;)

PSLE's over !

2010-10-11T18:44:00.002+08:00

Awesomeeeeee !

PSLE over ! Whoo, thank god ! Time flys so fast, extremely mybe !
Yayyyay * shakebutt * Yayyay * shakebutt *
Whoo, now its time to Enjoy babe ;)

Hey, my birthday is on Sunday .
& yes, like how the gossips is flying , I am celebrating at a chalet ;)
Invited loooooots of friends & hopefully they can attend * thumbs up *
Hmm, still thinking of what cake to buy .. Chocolate ? Cheese ? Strawberry ?
Any suggestions on cake & games, tag me please !
Unfortunately, Im bad at making decisions ... Hehe .
Alrights, I need to go back to Facebook now .

Ciao my loves ~

PSLE comes closer ! * nervous *

2010-09-19T18:12:00.000+08:00

Went to the Moonloght Festival at school two nights before & Raya-ing last night !
It was so fun, both of them !
Anyways, this is just a short post saying I wont be posting as PSLE is around the conner :)
Wish me luck all ~ Hehe ^^
Xoxo, ESTI :D

R.I.P , we all love you !

2010-09-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

I just lost an extremely nice friend of mine .
Cried when I got the news !
Reading all the messages posted for her at her Facebook page made me feel so sad ! She was just 13, 13 ...
But I know she tried her hardest to survive & be with us all !
Now I start to wonder, why would some teenagers say that they would rather die than be alive ..
Haven't you ever wondered that you would hurt the people who love you unknowingly ?
Why would you want to end this wonderful gift God has given to you ?
Our life are short & simple, yet why do you insist on complicating it ?

Sorry about that, I just misses her so bad .
I wished I known her better ..
Hmm, Rest In Peace my friend !

Hari Raya :D

2010-09-12T13:35:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ;)

Sorry I havent been posting, I was too busy celebrating Hari Raya this 2 days & collecting money !
Haha, just kidding .
Like every year, I go like, "what to say ??" , when it comes to asking for forgiveness from our elderly :)
Since my family only visited 2 houses on the first day, which is my Grandma's & my Aunt's, collection was less .
But thats okay, dont really care . As long as I have apologised to everyone :D

Second day, all my family members woke up late !
I woke up at 3pm ;) Haha .
So we just concord Woodlands & 1 house at Chua Chu Kang .
& whoo, riding on the lorry again after a long time was AWESOME !
The wind was messing with my hair, haha .

Oh well, gonna hit the cinema with Eryn later . So I gtg get ready, ciao ;)
PS : I dont know why Im smiling like that, looks so fake -.-"

19 = Blonde :D

2010-09-09T13:58:00.001+08:00

Heeeeeeeey !

I was just reading Xia Xue's blog & I totally fell in love with her blonde hair !
Imma blonde my hair when Im white & already turned 19 ! :DDDDDDDD
Haha, thats like 7 years awaay ! But planning earlier is good isnt it ? Hehe ^^
Hmm, I might look like a plastic doll then :D
Oh, why until 19y/o ? Bcos I wouldnt wanna dye my hair blonde in secondary school, thats why (:

Okay, back to reality !
TOMORROW IS HARI RAYA ! YAY YAY !
So tonight, Mum's going home early & gonna do what mums always do during Hari Raya Eve (:
& plus, Ive been fasting fully until now ! BONUS :D
* shakebutts shakebutts *
This year, Imma take so many pictures with my family & friends Im sure I'll exceed more than a thousand
Ulalala, esp with my friends bcos hopefully, its our last year together ^^
Okay, now ya'll just keep the tagboard & Formspring questions rolling !

I love my lovely blog readers, ciao !

4 more days to Raya ^^

2010-09-06T13:45:00.002+08:00

& introducing , AZFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR !
He watched me & Shahirin played the ' Scary Maze Game ' !
His a bad person because he recorded us screaming ! Haha, but dont care .
If his gonna sell that vid, dont forget to give me some money man ! Ainkk .

Okay, so since this year is 2010 . Which is the year Im taking PSLE !
So, yeah . There's supplementary ! Hmmmmmm ):
But nevermind nevermind !
Went to school with schoolmates complimenting on my hair, , hehe ^^
4 more days of fasting & another 4 days to Hari Raya !
I can see there lots of exclamation marks in my post, haha .
Okay, back to more screaming !
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Salonie :D

2010-09-04T12:55:00.003+08:00

In the salon with Sally now :DDDDDDD

HGS Babes meet-up ;D

2010-09-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hoollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

Hanged out with my HGS babes at Parkway Parade on the Tuesday that just past .
It was a little boring cause we didnt know what to do but I had a great time just spending my time with the & meeting them again after approximately 3 years !
Having to say goodbye to Catherine again was hurtful .
I felt like crying the very moment we had to walk away from each other, again .
& God knows when we're ever gonna meet again :( Ily HGS !

After waiting in the MRT for such a long time, I finally met Shelly !
We break fast together, even though I reached a few minutes late ^^
I ate like one person who didnt ate for days ! Ask Shelly .
All I heard from her was ' Eh, relax uh ! Relax uh ! '
& I really should have listened to her, cause by the time I was in the bus . I felt like pukiiiing !

Hmm, today Mr.S was sorta like, fierce ..
Scary you know !
After supplementary me, Eryn, Kyo, Syasya & Fatehah helped the malay teachers hanged some ketupat's & stuff infront of the general office . Hehe .
Opps, time for FB now . Ciao !

white ^^

2010-08-29T12:40:00.001+08:00

Holla !

I just remembered that I have Formspring for quite sometime already, hehe ^^

I want to answer questions ! So dont be shy, go ahead and ask me whatever you want to :D

<p><p><a href="http://www.formspring.me/estilyana">http://www.formspring.me/estilyana</a></p></p>

16 more days of fasting & 16 more days to Hari Raya !

So far, still havent buy my Baju Jurung & Baju Kebaya for Hari Raya .
But might be buying next week since its a holiday ^^ But still have to go for supp -.-"

Dad says this year we're using WHITE, yipeeeee !

So, what colour are you using ?

Heels, Heels, Heels .

2010-08-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Went shopping for heels at OG earlier ! ( To use on Hari Raya :D )
Fyi shoppaholics, there's a sale there ! So if you want branded stuff in affordable price, do go there :D
PS : I told my mum that the ' Guess ' branded heels can be used to play archery ! Its like 8 inches ?

Went there with beloved maid since no one can accompany & mum surprised us there .
Bought a pair heel for myself, the heel quite long I bet I can turn tall once I wear it ;)
I actually lost my mum there, which was so embarrassing cause I had to ask this officer to help me call her .
Hehe >.<
& when he was calling I found my mum ! Haha :D
Then went to Causeway & bought a pair of falts . I wanted to buy them at OG, but no size :((
There's so many clearance sale & closed shops .
Is Causeway closing down or are they gonna renovate it ?

Oh well, Im gonna play jigsaw puzzle now at msn , hehe .
Tata ;)

Prelim over :D

2010-08-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

Hey, check its cute vid out ;)

I saw this from Jannah's fb wall, cute right :D !

Im sure it'll cheer anyone up >.<

PRELIM IS OVEEEER ! But sadly not PSLE :(

Hmm, time flys so faaast !

Okay, now who's the joker who type stupid things in my tagboard ?

L-A-M-E okay -.-"

Wakey Wakey Sally !!

2010-08-22T12:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday break fast with Canzyy & her family .
Im lazy to type bout the funny funny parts :D

Anyway, I DESPERATELY WANT THE BOHEMIAN HEADBAND !
& NOW I NEED SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME TO ORCHARD :D
Canzyy cant & Sally is not replying my msg nor is she answering my calls .
Obviously she's still sleeping -.-"

I guess Im not going then :(((
Im breaking fast with my grandma, Sally & siblings outside today .
So means, th next time Im going terawih is on Monday :D
Hmm, 2 worksheets of homework :( Torture !

Alrighties, Im gonna keep miss calling Sally .

Sayonara ;)

Bohemian Headbands, I want you !

2010-08-20T16:20:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon :D

I am currently : Facebook-ing , Chatting & being officially disturbed by Syafiq Fabregas !
Which is a little disturbing & a little weird ...

PSLE Oral was surprisingly , good . Im confident I did well for my English & Malay :D
Well I hope I did >.<
I have been blogshopping to find those cute Bohemian Headbands thingy .
The cheapest I found is $6 , but I love the one that cost $8 .
Hmm, how come one headband cost so expensive :)
Blogshop's owners should really pity people who loves Fashion but want to save Money !
Hey, if any of you readers own a blogshop, do tag me !
I would love to support you, that is if your stuff is awesome & cheap :DD
Especially if you sell those Bohemians Headbands :DDD
Hehe .

Opps, gotta leave . One of my chica is having some catfight with my friend .
Esti must help !
So, ciao now !

Made up my mind ;) Tyvm though :D

2010-08-17T16:32:00.005+08:00

Bonjourna, mi chiamo Esti ;D

Okay, ty for helping me vote at the post before .
But you know, a girl like me keep changing her mind :D
So, I decided Im NOT going to add extensions because
Firstly, its sort of ' leceh '
& Secondly, I want to grow out my own hair :)

Butbutbut, tyvm for at least trynna help me :D Hehe .

PSLE Oral is in 2days !
Whoever is taking PSLE this year, ALL THE BEST !
Remember to sit in the right posture, be neat & speak confidently !

PS : IM HUNGRY ! But its only a few hours left, so Im gonna keep on fasting :D

I want new hairstyle !

2010-08-16T18:25:00.004+08:00

Holla !
Yup, Im having trouble choosing a hairstyle again, hehe :D
That's why I need your help, again ;)
Its very simple .
Click an option which you think suits me best & press submit :)
& vuala, your done !

Anyone who would like to recommand me any other hairstyles, please comment on the ' comment thingy ' below or just simply tag me :D

rockyou.com ;)

2010-08-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

Hah, I was wrong !
I am going to post :D
Because I have nothing else to doooooooooooooooooooooooo :)

Check this out :

So long never use those words thingy, hehe .
The last time I used this stuff was like at friendster .
Which was so last last year, haha :)
Im going back to finding stuff to do, ciao !

Lazy me :D

2010-08-15T16:18:00.000+08:00

I have to text Shahirin to accompany me to Admiralty later on, but Im lazy :D
Im lazy to find my phone & type this :
" Call me, penting ! "
Yup, I agree . Im starting to be a lazy bump :D Hehe .

I don't like going to certain places alone, its just not fun .
Haha .
Another 3hours & something-minutes until break fast & I can already smell the awesome food, *ahhhhhhhh* ...

Now I have to walk to my phone :(
I dont really have a choice do I ?
Oh well, I dont think I will be posting later on so " SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA " to the malays :D

PS : I have been fasting full-day for the past 5 days , good right :D

This year is the first year I actually think fasting is cool & I enjoy fasting !

Class Photo, check them out ;)

2010-08-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

I look as if I wanna laugh at the first picture & I look a little retarded at the second .
Everyone had REAL SMILES on their faces in each picture !
Plus, I look white thanks to the FLASH :D

I think being retarded & crazy is fun ! Yes indeed I do !
There's only a few months we have together & there's no more time for hate .
I suggest its time we start to forgive & forget :D
Chey, speaking seyh . Haha :P

I'll post next time, sayonara :D

Hah, I managed to post :)

2010-08-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

Im your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me ;)
Listening to Paparazzi ~

Alright, so Shahirin went to Pizza Hut & is eating pizza right now for her break fast meal .
& because she's not coming with us to ' Solat Terawih ' .
So now, I have to go fetch Fatehah Marcalla & lead Hanan the way to the place -.-"
Nevermind nevermind, Im helping a friend :D

Got to go now, bye-bye :D:D:D

National Day !

2010-08-09T19:13:00.001+08:00

Helloooooooo :D

Happy National Day everybody !
Its really weird just now cause I went out to book tickets for later night - watching The Last Airbender - & everyone was staring at me cause Im the only one using Red & White .
Creepy right !
So I thought, " Is today National Day ? "
Me & my brother was like counting people who was using Red top & only red - no white :(
& we only got 10 !
Out of the hundreds of people at Causeway, we only got 10 !
Singaporeans are suppose to be proud of their country ! Use RED & WHITE today when you go out !

Psssst, Mama calling me wanna go out .
Oh, changed plan :D Going swimming, hehe .
Alrighties, once again , HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !
- Live our dream, fly your flag !

PS : Its supposed to be published at around 11++ am / 12++ pm :D

National Day Plan !

2010-08-07T17:53:00.003+08:00

Cant read my, cant read my . No he cant read my pokerface ;)

Okay so obviously Im listening to that song :D

Lady Gaga is weird , but original . Cool huh ?

I am awesomely bored even though Canzyy is here . She is too busy bothering her laptop :)

So at last, I figured out where to go for National Day .

Okay mybe Im not the one who figured it out :D Hehe .

We're going to the cemetery .

Then after that, we're going to watch movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;)

I wanna watch ' The Last Airbender ' or or or ' Despicable Me ' !

After that, going to watch fireworks :)

I wanna search for a new blogskin now, tataa !

National Day Celebration ;)

2010-08-06T20:55:00.004+08:00

( The rest of the pictures uploaded at Facebook :D )

Hey you !

Today was awesome !

I was fake ' killing ' Farid when my cap fell . But it didnt make a difference :D

The concert was short, which is not fair because the lower primary get a longer & even more fun concert !

Still wondering where to go for National Day ..

Btw, my mum cut her hair . AGAIN -.-"

Dyed it & highlight it too . AGAIN -.-"

Oh mother :)

Today I think Im one ear deaf , which is the right ear . Haha .

Waiting for Sayang You Can Dance to start ..

Im sure its a cool movie ;)

Hmm, advertisement so looooong :P

YAY, DAH START ! Okay bye .

PS : Im a movie-holic because of my mother ! Haha :P

Tmr's National Day Celebration at school :D

2010-08-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

Holaaaa :D

Tomorrows National Day Celebration ! Yaaaaaaay !

Im sure almost everyone will be going home with half their voice gone ~

Hey, not joining the celebration by NOT dancing & singing like you never did before is not cool okay !

Anyway, I'll be in one of the acts . Dunno lah whats it call, bout the past thingy .

How Singapore gain independence thingy .

Im the siolder :D Hehe .

I LOVE MY PART ;)

& pluuuus, its half day tmr ! Celebrate like party people & then go home .

Dont need to study ! Haha .

Im gonna charge my camera so can snaaaaaap pictures tmr .

A group photo is a must have !

Oh well, now all I left to do is :

Charge my camera
Pack in a scarf for Aishah
Pack in my siolder/army bottom
Pack in whatever else stuff into the bag Im bringing . Its NIKE :D
Take off my contacts ; I forgot to do so when I reached home
On the air-conditioner
Pray
Go to sleep

So night night, sweet dreams ~

Mum, Im sick .

2010-08-01T21:12:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow when I take my Prelim Oral, Im sure it will be something like this :

" This picture dipics * cough cough * a scene of * cough cough * ....... "

Been having cough for a week ! & now fever ..

Hey mum, Im sick . Do I still need to go to school ?

& Im still having my fever . Plus I puked yesterday !

When am I gonna visit the doctor ??

Hmm, Im tired now .

PS, Im sorry Ive been a lazy bumb :D

Ciao !

sick, lalala lalalala

2010-07-31T01:27:00.003+08:00

Olaa :D

Today, I slept like at 6+pm - now .

Because Im tired mybe .

I dont understand why the guys from my class must sing th National Day songs when teachers on it during recess on the stereo .

& they will DANCE when its " Singapore Town " -.-"

Well, I dance like crazy maniac with my friends too yesterday . But that was during p2 recess :D

I might be getting my SOTA Talent Academy results next week .

Yay, I want to know my results ! * twist fingers :DD *

Ok, blaaaank . Bye :D

Sorry for my lazyness & tiredness ...

2010-07-24T21:30:00.006+08:00

Hey, Im sorry Im lazy & tired to post today ..

For updates of what I did today, do visit class blog .

Janice posted pictures there, did props for EL Fiesta .

click here -> -> Class blog - 6HI :D

Spoil Brat story :D !

2010-07-20T17:53:00.003+08:00

Whats up ?

Didnt attend school today, my legs were seriously aching in the morning .

Janice'bigbig eye texted me .

My group's story got chosen for Readers Theater (:

Yay, the Spoil Brat story which I acted out as the main character .

Go Spoil Brat story !

But our class havent decided who to act out each character .

I want to stay as the main character, Penny . Hehe .

Alrighties, I stop here .

Ciao !

Only if ..

2010-07-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

If I wrote a note to god, I'd know exactly what to ask .

Afiqah

2010-07-16T23:23:00.002+08:00

[ Err, I dont have a photo with her yet ! ]

Dear readers,

I wanna introduce you to one of the awesome people I know .

A round of applause for Afiqah ~

She's my beautiful junior & she's like one of the most nicest person I know !

I was so shocked to know that she actually experience things that I go through .

I mean like, how can someone so nice go through things I do ?

She's like extremely nice .

No idea why but she keeps saying that Im gorgeous . Well, thanks babe ;)

I was so touched when she told me that anyone would be lucky to have me in their life .

Like, hello ? Me, Esti ? Nur Estilyana ?

But she said she meant it, so . Okay .

She's just so awesome I have so much to blog bout her that when I do I think my fingers would be so tired they need a sleep !

Okay, so thats it . My fingers are alr tired from chatting with her ! Hehe .

Chalo ;)

No gossips, no news . What to blog bout ? The week of course .

2010-07-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

Hey you guys, Esti here .

Today was a nice day ~

Hmm, no idea what to blog bout .

No latest gossips, no latest news .

So this week was a sorta frustrating week .

Everyone keep asking me the same question again & again & again .

I'll just reply " no " for every guess & " no way " for everytime anyone ask's me to answer them .

& we had to do the school wave too this week which was fun but at the same time the weather was hot .

Today, it took an hour and 10 minutes for the school to finish the wave thingy -.-"

But, I was fortunate to sit around Fatehah, Fatin & Herman .

We sorta actually talked bout tongues somewhr in our convo .

Weird ? I know .

I feel like doing something creative .. Hmm, what to do ?

Kay, I might end here too as well .

Bye readers !

; Esti

2010-07-16T18:19:00.011+08:00

Life isnt about what you wear or how you look .

But its about who you are (:

- Esti

MASK , lala .

2010-07-10T18:09:00.003+08:00

Good Evening (:

Just now went to SSP late, hehe . Reach at 9 .

Like the usual reason, wake up late .

( Im not sure to call it a reason cause the dicipline master said its not .. )

Last night my mum put this firming mask on my face & now I feel like I have botox .

I dont okay ! Haha .

Then after I was the mask off my face, I looked at my reflection on the mirror .

I looked the same -.-"

But my mum said I look glowy .

Haha .

I guess I have nothing else to say, bye-bye .

eclipse

2010-07-05T19:17:00.002+08:00

Just came back from watching Eclipse .
It was cooooooooool :)

American Independence Day

2010-07-04T11:51:00.003+08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeey (:

Celebrating American Independence Day was fun, like every year .
Except that it rain this year ):
So kept going back & forth to the toilet to was our feet cause its muddy .
I got a henna & lots of prizes from playing games .
Canzzy followed my family this year, so plus the fun :D
The fireworks was amazing !
Its funny how my whole family ran & ran to catch the bus, haha .

When we got home at night, mother ordered pizza .
& she bought ice-cream . Yummy !

Alright, thats all for now . Ciao '

(:

2010-07-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hello world (:

Hehe, I was wrong bout the previous post, my mum did actually allow me to buy food .
It was delicious .
Went to dunno where just now with Canzyy . She bought her like what ? 1/2 shorts, i cant call it 3/4 cause its not 3/4 . Its more to end at the knee .
1/2 shorts ? haha, whatsoever its called . I just call it 1/2 shorts .
Back to my story, she bought that & her school shoes .
There, she ' terserempak ' with her friends - wanblack , ahpish & dingli .
I just bought new shorts .

Then went over Canzyy's place to get her stuff .
She's sleeping over tonight (:
Err, brain fart .
Will end here, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Im starviiiiiiiiiiiiiiing

2010-06-27T15:54:00.004+08:00

Hey !

Last day of the holiday :( Im so lazy to wake up early in the morning again ..
Tmr meeting babes at Mac, well that is if I dont wake up late .
Syasya's so scared Im gonna run round her like that day again because her new hairstyle looks absolutely cute on her .

Currently doing nothing but staring at my laptop & starving .
I cant wait to eat school food ! I kinda miss school food:D
I smelled spaghetti, but the smell is not coming from my house :(
It must be coming from my neighbour's .
It feels as if Im eating th same thing over & over again at home .
So long never eat spaghetti ! With its delicious thick paste , yummy !
Feel like eating outside ..
But need to ask my mum from permission, then confirm she's say
" No, at home no food ah ? Save money lah . " -.-

Im getting queasy of eating meat everyday -.-
I guess Im not gonna eat & gonna starve for the rest of the day bcos I dont think I can go out & buy food ..

Byebye . * tummy grumble *

2010-06-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

Saaaaaaaaaap ?

Well, Shazrynn have seriously freaked me out just now .
Hm, brain fart ..

Kay byeeeee :D

2010-06-26T00:56:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello :)

I know its a quite long time since I updated, hehe .
Just now, my 2 brothers & mum was talking bout PSP .
So I talked bout mine too .
Then I was like " When I keep my PSLE, I mean PSP "
Haha, the weird thing is I wasnt even thinking to PSLE .

Currently chatting with Arfa Lautner .
She's hairlarious . & a great person :D

Okay, thats alll . Sleepy now .

Ciao !